kinda hard to explain wad kind of a day it is today. relatively fine. except for some stuff that's making me rather worried.
i woke up at about 10 this mornin and went to school after that to use the comp and do my report. comp has been down for ages if u haven't known. anyway.. finished my stuff in about a couple of hours time and soon i had to look for things to do to kill time. went to tp bkshop end up couldn't find the pens i wanted so i went to the canteen to eat as a form of killing time. wore the new 'fireman' t-shirt my mum bought. had this strange fireman logo on it. then i went to tampines bus interchange and walked ard abit lookin for a decent pouch to put my cosmetics. too expensive for me. went to take the mrt frm tamp dwn to boonlay and slept all the way. except for the part where i was rudely awakened by a bunch of malay kids running up n dwn and making a whole of noise. noisy like hell. they are going visiting i presume and there was like 5-6 kids.... those little 2-11 yrs old type. then i went to popular to buy my pen and walked ard the shop. and also, my pouch searching. all too expensive for me. then i got my comic bks. heh hm alrite then walked around a lot but strangely enuff i didn't go to my workplace at all. no time hahahahah... when wilfred finally came, the both of us went to the starhub shop and i got a handsfree for my hp. needed it but it was damn expensive. haiz. i'm using ericsson phone.. nt much 'pirated' version of it. it was $28 sia... then i finally found a nice lookin pouch at the one dollar shop and obviously, it was onli $1. haha gd deal! oh yes n i juz deposited $140 into the bank.... some cash frm the company paying for my medical fees and some frm the ang pow my dad gav me for my bdae.... found some nice quotes today.
givin it to my kor.
kor, times r rough and things aren't going well. i hope you'll be strong and you'll be fine. i'm not much help but i'm willing to listen. hope all ends well for u and that you'll b cheerful once again. it's juz one of those tricks life plays on us, challenges that are so difficult to conquer but u'll make it. time will tell. wounds may take ages to heal but eventually it will. even if not by itself, someone will come along and heal it with u. take care.
::quotes::
lucky is the man who is the first love of a woman, but luckier is the
woman who is the last love of a man
there are so many stars in the sky only some get noticed. among those
you choose to ignore is the one which was willing to shine for you
forever even if your glance remained elsewhere
it breaks your heart to see the one you love is happy with someone
else... but it's more painful to know that the one you love is unhappy with
you
23 November 2003
whee today was fun! fun! fun! *clap clap excitedly* although i celebrated with onli my bf and iman n my cousin it was fun! gd crowd and gd being with each other. bryan was mixin well with us too! he's soooooo tall now!? like.....abit shorter than wilfred (1.75cm) onli!! and lookin better! hehehehe more gerger will like! *evil grins* too bad sano wasn't here! he has another bbq to go to! feels funny w/o sano~ *hugs sano* and i think i freaked him out when i called him last night and i was like crying like mad o'er something.... poor fellah *pat pat* he's so nice to be there to listen anyway. =)
took many wicked photos todae! many! with......*drum roll* iman in bikini! LOL she keeps starin at my breast n molest me lots. bwahahaha..! i think she'll prob b squealin awae after reading this entry. wilfred got a little jealous o'er bryan bwahaha cos we were pretty close and at one pt i was like hanging on to bryan with my arms locked with his and wil was like sayin in japanese 'he's not ur bf isn't he!' LOL LOL oh... *stares at red mark on arm* bryan BIT me!!!! and there's like this red tooth mark left behind. um yeah... heheh and too bad alicia n the rest couldn't make it over here at nite cos they say the store was in a mess and they are v tired n stuff so.... yeah. heh me n wil they all ordered PIZZA for dinner! wil's dad paid the tabs whoa! we had that new christmas special thingy on home delivery and there was this miranda green apple juice *taste gd!* and chicken wings!! *yummy!* and garlic toasts.
oh yes yes. forgot to mention that iman bot me this nice earrings and wil bot me a nice ring!! hehehehe the ring didn't cost much but it's pretty so i'm reallie happie. he say he couldn't offer me much but i'm real glad cos at least he bothered to get me something. even if it's small it's OK! the ring sho pretty! *stares at it lots* remember to check out the photos here k!
PHOTOS
i might go develop them n keep! heh!
took many wicked photos todae! many! with......*drum roll* iman in bikini! LOL she keeps starin at my breast n molest me lots. bwahahaha..! i think she'll prob b squealin awae after reading this entry. wilfred got a little jealous o'er bryan bwahaha cos we were pretty close and at one pt i was like hanging on to bryan with my arms locked with his and wil was like sayin in japanese 'he's not ur bf isn't he!' LOL LOL oh... *stares at red mark on arm* bryan BIT me!!!! and there's like this red tooth mark left behind. um yeah... heheh and too bad alicia n the rest couldn't make it over here at nite cos they say the store was in a mess and they are v tired n stuff so.... yeah. heh me n wil they all ordered PIZZA for dinner! wil's dad paid the tabs whoa! we had that new christmas special thingy on home delivery and there was this miranda green apple juice *taste gd!* and chicken wings!! *yummy!* and garlic toasts.
oh yes yes. forgot to mention that iman bot me this nice earrings and wil bot me a nice ring!! hehehehe the ring didn't cost much but it's pretty so i'm reallie happie. he say he couldn't offer me much but i'm real glad cos at least he bothered to get me something. even if it's small it's OK! the ring sho pretty! *stares at it lots* remember to check out the photos here k!
PHOTOS
i might go develop them n keep! heh!
22 November 2003
IT'S MY BIRTHDAY .....ERM.....SOON!!!!! IN LIKE........15 more minutes or something like that... haha i duno.. some how i dread it alot since i'm turning 20 this yr. seriously. i dun like that number and i hate the idea of turning twenty. totally hate it but i can't stop the wheel of time from turning and neither can i turn back the clock to become younger.... time flies doesn't it?
one thing i'm very happy about was that when we finished work today, something totally unexpected happened. my colleagues were 'ambushing' in the store and they bought me a cake!! i'm really surprised to see the cake and anna lured me away to the toilet before that even haha....!
the cake tasted gd and since we didn't finish it i brought it back home (wil's hse) and shared it with wilfred. woke up this morning at my own hse and dad was hugging me lolz den i had all my favourite dishes for breakfast! fried fish, watercress soup and HUGE (i seriously mean HUGE) prawns! and rice of course. it's a gd day lah overall haha... wil didn't get me a present yet. he was headaching over wad to buy for me.... lol heard he strolled ard JP lookin for a suitable pressie.
tml me n iman n wil n bry will over at the pool dwnstairs! MEBBE at nite some of my colleagues might be comin o'er. since they hav to work on mon, they might nt and it's ok. we took pics at the shop earlier on when they gav me the cake! but some wasn't captured cos kat duno how to take properly with digicam (events mgr) and the grp pic and another pic came out fine though! (taken by supervisor's husband) i met her kid! so cute!!!!!
nicholas:
"hatachi ni nattano?"
"kimi mo 21 sai dato omoukedo"
ROAAAAAAAAAAR........! I'M NOT 21 YET KAY I'M NT SO OLD. I'M GONNA FRY U NIC!
oh btw, iwan wrote something sweet in my friendster testimonial! didn't know he regarded me as one of his bestest fren. one line he wrote was pretty funny. LOL he say :"too BAD! She's taken!" hahahahahhaha......
one thing i'm very happy about was that when we finished work today, something totally unexpected happened. my colleagues were 'ambushing' in the store and they bought me a cake!! i'm really surprised to see the cake and anna lured me away to the toilet before that even haha....!
the cake tasted gd and since we didn't finish it i brought it back home (wil's hse) and shared it with wilfred. woke up this morning at my own hse and dad was hugging me lolz den i had all my favourite dishes for breakfast! fried fish, watercress soup and HUGE (i seriously mean HUGE) prawns! and rice of course. it's a gd day lah overall haha... wil didn't get me a present yet. he was headaching over wad to buy for me.... lol heard he strolled ard JP lookin for a suitable pressie.
tml me n iman n wil n bry will over at the pool dwnstairs! MEBBE at nite some of my colleagues might be comin o'er. since they hav to work on mon, they might nt and it's ok. we took pics at the shop earlier on when they gav me the cake! but some wasn't captured cos kat duno how to take properly with digicam (events mgr) and the grp pic and another pic came out fine though! (taken by supervisor's husband) i met her kid! so cute!!!!!
nicholas:
"hatachi ni nattano?"
"kimi mo 21 sai dato omoukedo"
ROAAAAAAAAAAR........! I'M NOT 21 YET KAY I'M NT SO OLD. I'M GONNA FRY U NIC!
oh btw, iwan wrote something sweet in my friendster testimonial! didn't know he regarded me as one of his bestest fren. one line he wrote was pretty funny. LOL he say :"too BAD! She's taken!" hahahahahhaha......
20 November 2003
i wrote something earlier on. sorta like a chin chai poem. but then, i misplaced it *DAMN* so it's like i forgot wad i wrote *bad memory* so unless i retrieve it i dun think it'll b posted up. i still got abt half n hr before i head off to work. bot two comic bks yesterday end up one bk the fellah gimme wrongly. basket. muz go exchange but i nt free so friday wilfred will go exchange it for me. he has guard duty today so poor thing. early mornin 8am work still muz do overnight guard den work until next day 5.30pm den can go hm. wah lau eh.
i feel like changing my blog layout but i'm lazy plus attached to this current blog bg liao *Shoot* i kinda like sano's one alot hehehe cos v clean n simple n relaxing somehow.
nowadays i'm on a knitting spree. hav been knitting hp pouches for everyone. first was one cigarette pouch i knitted for my colleague alicia which took me ages cos it's abit bigger and when i'm done i gav it to her. guess wad? she lost it. *BOIL* so nw i gotta knit her another one LOL this time i'll use the big needle so the stitches will b bigger and i'll take less time to complete it bwahahaha.... den i made two hp pouches, one for my dad and one for sano. now i'm in the process of making on black hp pouch *as requested* for wilfred, my next proj will be one for iman and another NEW one for alicia. it's kinda fun actually. helps me kill time in the mrt hehehe
as for my REAL project, the SIP project, i've completed most of it already. onli thing left undone is the conclusion, executive summary, online feedback and photostepping of one ppr and the report itself. hur. i think ppl r thinking of killing me already cos the deadline is actually january 14th. >__<;;;
oh well. i'm startin to miss wilfred already. haiz. he's bz rite nw so can't call him or stuff or i'll get sCoLdiNg! >__<
this sunday is my bdae. both happy and sick abt it.
why?
simple.
happy cos i invited friends over to gather and relax and swim at wil's condo.
sad cos i'm turning TWENTY. arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
the dreaded digit startin off with a "2"!
dun like it dun like it! not onli does it sound bad and old, it means responsibility. arghhhhhhhhh
okok. frm nw on, every year i'm 19 yrs old even if the day i turn 39 comes along. HMPH!
*think* ok come to think of it, Tanya had her bdae first LOL so she alreadi had that dreaded "2" on her age. oh well...
i feel like changing my blog layout but i'm lazy plus attached to this current blog bg liao *Shoot* i kinda like sano's one alot hehehe cos v clean n simple n relaxing somehow.
nowadays i'm on a knitting spree. hav been knitting hp pouches for everyone. first was one cigarette pouch i knitted for my colleague alicia which took me ages cos it's abit bigger and when i'm done i gav it to her. guess wad? she lost it. *BOIL* so nw i gotta knit her another one LOL this time i'll use the big needle so the stitches will b bigger and i'll take less time to complete it bwahahaha.... den i made two hp pouches, one for my dad and one for sano. now i'm in the process of making on black hp pouch *as requested* for wilfred, my next proj will be one for iman and another NEW one for alicia. it's kinda fun actually. helps me kill time in the mrt hehehe
as for my REAL project, the SIP project, i've completed most of it already. onli thing left undone is the conclusion, executive summary, online feedback and photostepping of one ppr and the report itself. hur. i think ppl r thinking of killing me already cos the deadline is actually january 14th. >__<;;;
oh well. i'm startin to miss wilfred already. haiz. he's bz rite nw so can't call him or stuff or i'll get sCoLdiNg! >__<
this sunday is my bdae. both happy and sick abt it.
why?
simple.
happy cos i invited friends over to gather and relax and swim at wil's condo.
sad cos i'm turning TWENTY. arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
the dreaded digit startin off with a "2"!
dun like it dun like it! not onli does it sound bad and old, it means responsibility. arghhhhhhhhh
okok. frm nw on, every year i'm 19 yrs old even if the day i turn 39 comes along. HMPH!
*think* ok come to think of it, Tanya had her bdae first LOL so she alreadi had that dreaded "2" on her age. oh well...
15 November 2003
duno how to react to this piece of news actually lolz actually pretty sad but yet..
wil's dad offer him to go aust to study after his ns.
which means we hav to like ... miss seeing each other?
doesn't sound nice to me.
but him being able to study n get something.. well... it's gd.
aniwae i went back to sch todae n pat told mr lin i fell. >___<
lolz
i juz finished my report not long ago. now i juz nid to do the conclusion, executive summary and some rearrangements lahs.... shag.
wil's dad offer him to go aust to study after his ns.
which means we hav to like ... miss seeing each other?
doesn't sound nice to me.
but him being able to study n get something.. well... it's gd.
aniwae i went back to sch todae n pat told mr lin i fell. >___<
lolz
i juz finished my report not long ago. now i juz nid to do the conclusion, executive summary and some rearrangements lahs.... shag.
10 November 2003
fell dwn today. real bad fall. was gettin some stocks frm abt a storey high. lost muh footing, crashed and fell and crashed into a stool. wanna noe how badly injured i am? check out this link and find the one with my thigh and the bruise. u'll be shocked. i went to alexandra hospital for check up on it. luckily company paying for my medical fees. i uploaded some pics of me n wil for yesterday hehe
wil got himself a new hp. the siemen scorpion one, haha
wil got himself a new hp. the siemen scorpion one, haha
TODAY IS SUCHA SUCHA HAPPIE DAY! ME N WIL'S 2ND YEAR ANNIVASARY!
well i had to fake mc to get todae off hahah if not the stupid HR mgr dun wanna approve my request for off day. basket. i bought two bras frm OG. hahahaha pierre cardin. it was selling at 2 sets for $25! haha cheap cos sale! gd gd. bot one which is black........ i chose it myself...... and another which is also black... but cos like it comes in two so i hav to go look for another set but i cant find anithin nice but wil brainwash me into gettin this other black one with a cartoon on it -__- keeps saying he likes it. i even went n ask the sales asst how they actually calculate bra cup size. finally i know man. sian hahahahaha
we had a date dwn orchard since it has been ages countin frm the day we last been there. *shrugs* and we watched matrix revolution!!! damn action packed, effects v nice but onli prob is confusing storyline hahahahah as usual aniway. guess all matrix viewers are already used to being confused after every matrix movie anyway.
we took some pics of each other hehehehe and wilfred took this pic of me which i liked alot!!! hahahaha at least once i get a nice pic of myself out of the digicam! and i took several pics of my colleagues at my workplace hahaha mad dennis alot of poses. he asked me to join him for a movie this comin sat after we finish our LO session. watching wishing stairs sia. die lah sure faint in cinema. hahahaha duno i'll grab his hand until it break anot hahaha hmmmmmmmmmm oh yes bryan wrote this pretty cute poem and sent it to me haha.
i'm so happy i lost weight hahahaha shed some fats off my arms finally! and i met the stupid wenchuan at BK dwn orchard point. hahaha was buying lunch den he suddenly appeared and called me. gav me a shock. shld've given me discount man stupid guy LOL okok i think i ran out of stuff to write. mebbe i go upload the pics of my colleagues later or something. cya cya!
well i had to fake mc to get todae off hahah if not the stupid HR mgr dun wanna approve my request for off day. basket. i bought two bras frm OG. hahahaha pierre cardin. it was selling at 2 sets for $25! haha cheap cos sale! gd gd. bot one which is black........ i chose it myself...... and another which is also black... but cos like it comes in two so i hav to go look for another set but i cant find anithin nice but wil brainwash me into gettin this other black one with a cartoon on it -__- keeps saying he likes it. i even went n ask the sales asst how they actually calculate bra cup size. finally i know man. sian hahahahaha
we had a date dwn orchard since it has been ages countin frm the day we last been there. *shrugs* and we watched matrix revolution!!! damn action packed, effects v nice but onli prob is confusing storyline hahahahah as usual aniway. guess all matrix viewers are already used to being confused after every matrix movie anyway.
we took some pics of each other hehehehe and wilfred took this pic of me which i liked alot!!! hahahaha at least once i get a nice pic of myself out of the digicam! and i took several pics of my colleagues at my workplace hahaha mad dennis alot of poses. he asked me to join him for a movie this comin sat after we finish our LO session. watching wishing stairs sia. die lah sure faint in cinema. hahahaha duno i'll grab his hand until it break anot hahaha hmmmmmmmmmm oh yes bryan wrote this pretty cute poem and sent it to me haha.
i'm so happy i lost weight hahahaha shed some fats off my arms finally! and i met the stupid wenchuan at BK dwn orchard point. hahaha was buying lunch den he suddenly appeared and called me. gav me a shock. shld've given me discount man stupid guy LOL okok i think i ran out of stuff to write. mebbe i go upload the pics of my colleagues later or something. cya cya!
06 November 2003
well, wun be updating so often cos.......MY MONITOR IS OFFICIALLY DEAD. I'M GETTIN A NEW ONE. so in the meanwhile, be patient with me and i'll slowly update whenever i have the time yeah? *hugs all*
btw, went back dwn to TP to print some stuff todae and went to the library to kill time. alot of changes man!
btw, went back dwn to TP to print some stuff todae and went to the library to kill time. alot of changes man!
01 November 2003
saw something interesting on my way back home juz now.
a cat getting ready to prance on it's "prey".
then it reminded me of a documentary i've watched before.
cats being a hunter that kills at night. reverting back to their wild nature. killing the last of a new found species making it extinct. but then again, lookin at the street cats of singapore. i'm glad of only one thing.
it's killing cockroaches instead. i dun mind if they kill them all. if only they could though. haha
stupid karie (HR MGR) dun approve my off on the 9th. fuck her. i'm takin mc aniway. heard frm my supervisor dat she didn't want to gimme off on my birthday too. wad the fuck!?
a cat getting ready to prance on it's "prey".
then it reminded me of a documentary i've watched before.
cats being a hunter that kills at night. reverting back to their wild nature. killing the last of a new found species making it extinct. but then again, lookin at the street cats of singapore. i'm glad of only one thing.
it's killing cockroaches instead. i dun mind if they kill them all. if only they could though. haha
stupid karie (HR MGR) dun approve my off on the 9th. fuck her. i'm takin mc aniway. heard frm my supervisor dat she didn't want to gimme off on my birthday too. wad the fuck!?
